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Friday, August 01, 2008

Just four days....

He is beyond recognition, as much as I'm concern.

Weaken by his cancerous cells, he hasn't eaten much for the past 10 days. Just couple of drop of formulated milk, few sips of water and he will start coughing. My grandfather has almost reach the terminal point of his life, a little dosage of morphine every hour and the oxygen mask is what they are providing him now.

Lying on the hospital bed, presuming that will be the very last bed he will ever sleeps on, he stares at only one direction...

The sky.

The view of out from the window.

Nothing catches his attention, not even the physical presence of his relatives, nor the noise of visiting little children from the opposite bed or the grunts from the old sickly patient beside.

He is waiting....

Waiting for his life to end.

Like a candle, slowly burning itself out with each second passes by, the flame diminishes.

It sadden me greatly, tendancy to feel gloomy with tears flickering around my dilated pupil. It worsen whenever I recalled my mum telling him not to worry, everything is gonna be alright. Just rest and go peacefully, don't worry about us....
No one knows how long he will last....



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Ace at 9:08 AM

__________[[I dont want to die but I ain't keen on living neither...]]____________

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

There were times when life seems so unreal, so unfair, so melancholy...

Face it.

This is reality.

Welcome to the world.


The reason I stop writing for so long is because I want people to forget about this blog. Forget about me. No one will remember what I written before and forget what has happened.


It's sad to erase the past but there is nothing joyful to reminisce.

These two years were the turning point of my life, I'm finally awaken... I want to start new. Fresh from everything. Well, like re-born again.


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Ace at 12:44 AM

__________[[I dont want to die but I ain't keen on living neither...]]____________

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

I deleted all my previous post.


I don't want to be reminded of my past.


The person who owns this blog is no longer that person you know of.


A new life unleash.

A new story unfold.


[Spoken By]__
Ace at 1:11 AM

__________[[I dont want to die but I ain't keen on living neither...]]____________

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